I’m Not Bitter, Just Cynical











{August 7, 2008}   :(

I’m so sad. One of my friends got cut from the tennis team. There are now 8 juniors, 2 sophomores, and 2 freshmen. The freshmen are me and my other friend.

But it makes me very mad because only three people (all freshman) were cut. Really,  the team could have held those three people. All it’s doing is discouraging freshmen from coming out for the team! >:(

And now I’m in a very strange spot, where I’m going to be playing anywhere from number 3 singles to number 1 or 2 doubles, though we may be accused of stacking if I were in number 2 doubles. Coach says she wants to find the best doubles teams and who does well at singles, etc.

Then there’s this Meet The Team Night that we have to go to, and even Coach doesn’t really know what it is. She says we’ll introduce ourselves and then the other fall teams will introduce themsleves and there may be some food. I like food.

I have a little over a week before school. :/



{August 3, 2008}   I THINK I’M DEPRESSED :/

So, it’s coming close for school to start. I’m going to be a high school freshman.

I’ve been going to a private school for my whole life, so I don’t have many friends.

I’m afraid I’m going to have trouble making friends.

Yeah, I’ve heard “Be yourself”, “look and be friendly”, make the first move”.

It’s hard.

That’s what she said. Sorry, too much of The Office, which by the way is an awesome show.

Anyway, I also have my eyes on some very pretty school supplies. How should I decorate my locker?



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